As many of you know, tis the season to be graduating, moving on the the next grade level, starting new things for yourself. Its like a mini new years eve, just take out the whole starting a new calender year thing, the fireworks, and all that good stuff.
I had a thought the other day while driving. I couldn't wrap my hands around the fact that I was driving a full sized vehicle. I remember day dreaming about the day that I would get my license, the day I was granted just a little more freedom to my monotonous pre-teen life that I wasn't too big a fan of at the time. These days I catch myself day dreaming about things that would grant me a shit load of more freedom, like college, living on my own, being able to decorate my own apartment, having kids (but not anytime soon, of course not!), and really creating a person to match my name.
It got me thinking, what will I be day dreaming about after I've gotten into college? Will I always have this empty void that I feel needs to be filled? Its a given that at a time in my life where I am on the cusp of being my own independent person, I'd have a lot to day dream about, and I do, but will I still have a world of things to dream about when I'm on my own? When I have my own kids who are day dreaming about the next thing in their lives, I wonder if I will still be day dreaming about the next thing in mine.
Just some food for thought.
Happy Saturday!
-Kendall